homemade time, the swearing edition

I recently heard myself say to a friend that I am sick of this crescendoing radiation bullshit. I really am. I am fed up with the whole scorched earth approach to battling cancer. 

Watching my beloved suffer is heartbreaking. And bone-breaking and soul-breaking too.

In conclusion: I fucking, fucking hate it.

p.s. Even when I'm mad, I still feel immense gratitude and love for all of you.